So I am still lurking out here even if I often ask myself why.

Great job Hat-rack... even if I might deduce that the mercury left behind on the hat-racks from the previous mad-hatters “liberal" use of mercury before you has indeed had a substantial residual effect upon your dear and precious mind.

Stick with it son, and if repeated often enough even you might end up truly believing your meandering drivel.
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Get your facts first, then you can distort them as you please.