What is your inner voice saying?

What were you thinking about a second ago? Or, to cut to the chase, how were you thinking about it? Its a deceptively tricky question to answer.
Maybe you were internally speaking the words you were reading, seeing a related image in your minds eye, or having an emotional response. Its also possible you had a combination of these thoughts, and others, going on in your head at once or that you were thinking of something else, in some other way, entirely.
Whatever was happening, its likely that your true inner experience what you were thinking about just before you started trying to figure out what you were thinking about is now lost to the mists of time.

You never change things by fighting the existing reality.
To change something, build a new model that makes the old model obsolete.
R. Buckminster Fuller